Submission- the action or fact of accepting or yielding to a superior force or to the will or authority of another person.
Despite the fact that I came up with the topic, i ironically, cannot really see where I wish to begin with this blog post. So bear with me as we go on a trip down my stream of consciousness.
The original question in regards to the topic was "is submission a form of defeat?" And i, for some unknown reason... Immediately replied "no". Why I was so sure of myself with this answer, or why I even choose it- remains unknown to even myself.
I guess, it was just me getting caught up in all the alternative thinking with existentialism and camus and what not. But I feel as if it were something deeper than that. See, over the course of the year, my opinions on religion, self image, behaviors,... Pretty much all that encompasses life- has changed. Due to the various books and discussions in both my philosophy and psychology classes. (Shout out to McCarthy and reist-Jones) but I think that happens in life regardless... The whole seeing and understanding more as life goes on. These classes just worked as catalysts if you will. And for which, I'm forever grateful.
Now back to the point. It's hard to explain to someone with no knowledge of the myth of Sisyphus (the whole overcoming something by exuding a continual effort despite the inevitable downfall waiting in the end, the trying against the odds because it is what you believe is right)... Or to someone who hast read some a camus, or v frankl, but this whole concept- no, inevitability of life throwing you some curves no longer intimidates me like it probably should. I mean, this year alone I've experienced some things that would have shook the old me, but I've come to accept that whole vulnerability aspect of life. Knowing that there are things that you cannot control. But I've also learned that the one thing... The thing more important than the control itself... Is perception. Something that only you, the individual can master. And this perception either allows you to overcome or succumb, to the impossible.
So yea, to answer directly... The only true "defeat" of a man... Is perceptual submission- the only thing one is in complete control of.